Thursday, December 31, 2009

fortnight-counting down alone

2 years straight i've gone thru the years by my own...
getting familiar with the loneliness...
parents cant get thru the call cos its been busy up to the sky connecting ppl's call...
the authentication is denied~ kns
facing the screen, stealing ppl line from my apartment and online with my 8 years old lappy(cos pc doesnt have wireless network)...
people upstairs are having fun drinking beers and dancing i guess...
with the wind blows into my room, i suddenly feel i'm shivering~grrrr
"happy new year"
what a word that insults my moment now...
however, still wishing all of you a great new year 2010...

Sunday, December 27, 2009

Left4Dead

see this title, what would u think off?
GAMING again?
it's not...
there are still 3 friends left in adelaide which i have known~
Michelle Lee, Jammy Hong, Chuah Hui Ren....
we will survive for another helicopter come to save us...
we need to dodge the Aura of boring in Adelaide...
Anyway, lets story about xmas~
bear in mind people, don€t ever go out on xmas day....
it'll be no shop opened on that day, even MacDonald...
however, on boxing day, which is today....its freaking unusual that u can see alot of people at the town doing the shopping....
its really abnormal...u can see the lift in Myer...its was like no space for u to stand...
alot of shops were lined up to pay the bill....
performers on the street were trying hard to make their show to get some income =x
me and hui ren walked from 11am till 5pm in the afternoon...
this is the 1st time i walked so long to find stuffs to buy...
i felt the pain on my leg... but hui ren and jammy felt nothing...
i think this might be the different between gamer and ordinary persons...
hahahaa!!
i posted this passage is just to update my status =X
cos i'm going back to msia soon...on the 17th of january 2010~
hope the day we all met each others still can be reincarnated...see you guys in malaysia

Friday, December 18, 2009

begging for a last meeting

kinda sad i couldnt make it...
she denied we have a farewell meet before breaking up on xmas eve...
went into club without my soul...
mind swinging "what is going on"~
endless sad~
hope 17th of jan coming >_<
thats' all i hope

Saturday, December 12, 2009

writing a blog

back in day, i had alot of idea of writing something in my blog...
and now, putting fingers on keyboard, i dont have any "heck" to write~
erm, now i'm at lodge... square metres of range away from where she is....few more steps to where her room is... YET, the feeling of the distance is like rounding the earth for a lap...
*fire wall, ice wall, Jupiter thunder*(skills from ragnarok) to shoot me away~
feeling fear and unsafe...i'd known she belongs to somebody that give her safety like forbidden city, like the defense of the frozen throne, like the defense of the world tree, and the Defense Of The Ancients a.k.a DOTA~ woot!!!
saying about dota, i feel like playing dota now....but, in lodge i cant play on ggc...so gotta play on AI -.- anyway, at least i wrote something...feel free to read hey :P

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

welcome

3 beers and wake up early...
good weather in adelaide today...
23 deg and i'm still here blogging...
1pm there is a review session for my exam paper...
its all about numbers for this blog~
because numbers show the accuracy of doing things~
nike air, negligible! tick of the day
ming khai is in adelaide!!
there were just numbers of people went to airport...
gosh...
anyway, welcome back to adelaide

Thursday, November 19, 2009

it is just too hot

45 deg kill me plz!
the weather freak me out...
that all i can say...
this blog is half dead anyway...
buh bye

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

退后~

天空灰的像哭过

离开你以后 并没有更自由
酸酸的空气

嗅出我们的距离

一幕最新的结局

像呼吸般无法停息


To Be Continued...

Monday, November 2, 2009

YZI076

where are you?
you were driven by alot of people...
please come back

Friday, October 30, 2009

restless mind

recently jay released a new single with a new female singer..
its called 画沙~
it says about how they miss each others...
with the sand they could draw an image about their partner...
what they promised each others they wont forget...
this is the chorus::
"用手中的流沙画一个你呀 曾说过的永远我们一定不会擦我的青春开始在喧哗 因为大声说爱你而沙哑用手中流沙轻描著你的脸颊 也答应说好的未来绝不会重画许过的承诺我就不会再去拿 因为我爱你呀"
the song contains of few music instruments...
anyway, what i want to say is jay is talented...lmao
back to my topic...
the story began when i was in bradford computer room playing dota...
i saw her coming out from lift...
running thru the corridor rushing to the common room...
everything cant stop me from seeing my dota screen...
but her back seems like attracted me to move my eyes from the screen...
michelle was sitting 2 seats away beside...she thought i was seeing her, and she gave me a weird look @_@
my mind started to swing...i kept thinking why is it turned to be like this...
fingers on 'w s a d'(gaming position) yet my sight is just blank...
looking at the greeny forest inside dota...
and i thought that i am a child that leaded by someone and left out half way~
"which way should i take to go back?"
a voice calling me "wee chen" and i was awaken...
michelle asked me to look after her pc while she needed to be away to get something
after that, han came over...and we went to have lunch~
here, need to apologize to michelle that i didnt realise that i leave without waiting her back for her pc...
yesterday
last day of uni...
went to math lecture to get an important tips for the exam...quite useful tips =)
and here it is, HOLIDAY!
sounds awful but it is holiday, just we need to do our final in 2 weeks time =(
after lecture, i nba at common room while doing my practical report...
mich andwent to dota again with chiew...won 2 rounds because i was too imba...
get all creeps without any heroes disturbing(using earthshaker)
han again, came and we went for lunch..
after that, i back to college to watch pp were there kacauing me~
4.00pm they wanted to go parliment house to have a farewell with gourvenor of adelaide?
NO, THEY WERENT...THEIR PURPOSE WAS TO EAT...
gosh, whole bunch of pigs...
i helped them to bring their things to sophia's room where eugenie was sleeping there HUH?
again, another pig...
i back to my apartment and i fainted on my bed...too tired -.-
then we went for dinner at china town..met with mich pp they all again in the tram...
some conflicts happened after we makan, i didnt even bother cos i wanna rush to work...
back to apartment, i set up my gaming pc back for victor to play dota..
then, i get ready to work...
on scooter, i thought why is everyone has their own time for weekend...
and i gotta spend time doing shift at macdonald making burgers for people...
one thing never being left out::
"what is she doing on weekend?"
i know it's a simple question, but what is the answer? can somebody tell me?
*a loud braking sound*
it was from my scooter...
red light at the front, i didnt look at it...
a car passing across the road!
i did an emergency brake!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
everyone is looking at me
my heart was poping out! i could hear the heart beating...
i nearly cried out when i reached macd restaurant, that was dangerous...
and THAT'S MY LIFE
omg, i couldnt believe this...what is wrong with me...
give me a way
please end the game quickly, i suffer enough

Saturday, October 24, 2009

had a chat

back from work...tired,desparate,dizzy...
everyone is off to bed...
just a look for my facebook, see what they all doing for the night...
nothing is up...just alex's birthday pictures...
from the photos, i can see that they had alot of fun...
happy belated to alex here...sorry about the delay...
really boh time~
click click and click...see who is on facebook...
i saw nicole choy...
hey, i didnt chat with her for ages...
just tried to pm her thru facebook chatroom...
SHE replied...how on earth could this happen...
my view was just focusing on the small chatroom, everything beside was blur...
i cant see anything and i just kept looking what she gonna reply...
i tried to be patience on waiting but i couldnt, i kept on telling her how i had been these days, and i wanted to know how is she nowadays...
dawn doesnt stay long...
she just said she gtg and off the facebook...
what i typed after that is sending to the offline msg..
there were just like 30 secs of chating...but it seems to be the most golden period of my day..
i know this seems to be ridiculous...and its like everyone is making fun of me that i'm not the one..
everything gonna be alright, i heard this sentence for billion of times...
hence, i need to take it as my motto now...
whether it does help or not, it is still a question

Friday, October 16, 2009

遗憾

爱,也许有期限;
但回忆没有终点。
笑,开始的一页;
别让泪写完结篇。

loving her

想念她,
每当我想念她时,我就假装她在我身边
“你是我的唯一, 我相思的对象;
即使放弃一切,只要有你就可以;
即使痛苦也要爱你;
你是否明白我的爱?”
is this about fate? which i dont understand what is it =.=
tell me now, what should i have to do?
although she doesnt know, i'm still strengthening my valiant to love her...
its sounds kinda stupid but just like this quote about...
no matter how pain is it, i'm still loving her...
unstoppable~~
for all readers:plz dont flame, i'm emo now

Thursday, October 8, 2009

sob sobx

agashi aka hyena, saranghei~
this term was like shooting a bazuka into my stomach...
i just back from working and Hanz told me that the latest episode has came out...
so, i go stream it and watch...
i'm totally into this drama...i didnt even go toilet to pee 1st =(
today, abit moody jor...lagi, this drama ends with sad scene which they left each others...
walao... i cant wait to watch the ending for the next episode already...
please dont dissapoint me...

ps: all the best in your ielts =)

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

respect ur senior plz

show some respect to me plz...
holy shit, pissed me of for the night...
anyway, thanks to Yoon Eun Hye that stopped me to wave my punch onto his face...

Monday, October 5, 2009

Sunday, September 27, 2009

Victor Harbour

3 days back...was the most excited days for me in australia....
dont know about others...
we planned to go Victor Harbour once holiday starts...
1st of all, i thought my friend Han would drive the car because he wanted to drive so much? LoL...
the night before going, i was rushing my math assignment...i did really well and i scored 100% in that assignment, by the time i finished, its was already 5.00am...So, i decided not to sleep and straight away go to Victor Harbour =)
Han, he was sleeping at our place for the night....then, he went back to his house to take some stuffs...
Me, already decided not to sleep, forcing myself to stay awake...so, i went bradford college to play a round of dota, and get some prays from friends there so that i can have a happy journey...
i saw her there, sitting in front of pc doing assignment, i tried to greet her...and i got reply with her smile...a little yet warm for me =)
lepas tu, i went back home because its time to go and take our Vehicle~
while register the vehicle, WHO KNOWS, SKY KNOWS, SOIL KNOWS, my bloody friend birthday is 3 days after, and I DROGBA CHUA WEE CHEN have the responsible to drive they all...
OMFG, i 24 hours didnt sleep and i gotta drive....
my mind was halfly dead but they told me that i'm the only one who can drive for the car we have rent...
1st, sit in the car, i was nervous, fucking sack, 1.5 years i didnt drive a car...and what i get now is Toyota Corrolla which is quite huge...
brooommm..its ran...i know how to drive still...wakakak....but then, we lost our direction to go to Pulteney Street to pick up our VVIP - Alvin Lim, Victor Wong, and Chuah Hui Ren who havent handed up their assignments....*nah, last minutes works, taulah rasa tu*
On the way, we saw some bio students who have just finished their class...yet, we didnt hon they all because my driving was too Zha, scare they all laugh at me...*actually i'm pro*
wuhoo! our journey start, drive thru main south road! with han's pc inserted map that was copied from google....60deg turning which squeezed han's brain to think which is the right turning...
while we 2 were busy seeing direction, those 3 crapping behind keep saying hamsap stuff until they fall asleep...
finally, we have peaceful environment to drive....MANA TAU, HUJAN TURUN....
fuyoh! quote from newspaper, only 50m visibility can be viewed at main south road...
tu memang shiok, my eyes super tired, now test my driving skill pula with the worst condition...
about 20 mins raining, it stopped...and we were about to reach, so i speed up to go our destination...
BUMP...we reached....
some conflict happened in between, skip that part...
we booked a hotel and its was near the beach, terrific sight view...
then, we went around the city...
blaaaaaaaaaaaaa, its comes again the rain...shit!
They decided to go over the granite bridge which connect to the island...
fulamakatak! COLD...EFFIN COLD...KNN COLD...the wind blew on me, i was about to fly...
and i felt that the blood on my ears were freezed...i cant feel anything that i could just shout PAIN!
bah, skipped the night part...*only gaming, btw alvin is becoming simcity3 fans...his city always get burned* negk negk, we drink also, not too much...just to keep warm =X
The next day
han and me woke up early because han said he wants to go somewhere else "early bird always find sexy chick*, so we went to take our breakky at macd 0.0 then, go cole to buy some snacks...
When we balik hotel, they all still sleeping...thus, we gotta wake them up because we were there not to slack, but to have fun...
After they all finished taking their breakfast, we went over the island with the tram which drag by a horse...
here the fun part, its was raining...SUDDENLY, BLIZZARD attack came when the horse nearly reach the stable...what the hell, the ice is like bullets shooting on the body, we were jumping around~
then, we sampai the island...took heaps of photos... the surrounding made me think of my hometown, its is wonderful place to visit...please dont miss out any of the thing u can see,breath,touch,feel on the island...
we stopped up a human-made cliff, its an area for people to take some rest...but we dominated the place, and here we come to make some sohai stuff...
Victor asked Alvin to shout out loud something he wished to have...
alvin shouted he loves someone WHICH shouldnt be shouted...we all scolded 7 him because he was too sohai...*i got the video, soon i will upload it here*
we balik to the mainland to take our dinner, then headed back to the island to see penguins..because they only go back their house on that time...again, its was cold...
Victor was the victim who was wearing slipper only...i could feel how he felt...numb&freezing on all 10 toes he has...
kakaka....but he could made his way back hotel and unfreezed his toes...
the next morning, which is sunday...and it's today...
i drive the car back again, in the morning 9am, which my eyes havent totally opened up yet...
78km from harbour back to city...i drive very very fast...cos i had stomachache =X
we reached city in about 1 and 10 mins...
Bump!
afternoon, i went ice-skating with braddy gangs...now, switch to serene teh chi peng's blog...
let her story with the detail part, because my fingers are tiring now, keep on typing...
*too close yet so far...she is there...but i didnt have chance to have a chat with her...*

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

mimic

They were the same, now they are no longer the twin

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

neck stiff

very sien, very uncomfortable, very unusual feeling with neck stiffing...
thanks for careena for sparing the "emulgel" which can cool down the taut-ness of my neck...
it had been troubling me for quite a few days...turning my neck like a robot
to see "lenglui", to read the slide from lecture, to play dota, to do whatever lar...
anyway, this is week 8...going to have 2 weeks break this coming friday...
Bah, enough for blogging..
just to update with this random post...

Thursday, September 10, 2009

Show or MacD

Tomorrow will be the last day for the annual royal adelaide show...
yet, i still have to work in macdonald for my weekend, what an awful life...
haiz, alot of friends asked me to go along with they all...
Anyway, i'm trying my best to swap away my shift so that i can go and enjoy the windy spring season and the show...
tonight my shift starts at 7pm...its gonna be a busy night again...my mind and body are almost GG...an hour working is like a year of joyful....
tak ada mood to continue my article...there is only games can cure this out for my life in adelaide?
p/s: she isnt wearing the watch i gave her...inconsolable

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

will be back on 17th of jan

I've planned my whole "journey" back to msia...
17th of jan i'll be back to msia, sorry i thought it was 12th...haha
i'll be at west msia for 2 weeks time...
erm....alot of things to do...
hope 2 weeks is enough for me
if you want any souvenir, plz state at shoutout box what u wish to have yeh...
i can't remember who am i owing =X so...plz remind me
31st of jan i'll back to sarawak...
for those in sarawak...
jangan lupa u guys owe me how many meals yeh...
oh ya, another thing..those who want to follow me back to my hometown(Marudi truly hell)...
food and place to stay are provided...clothes(if u want to wear my underwear),gaming(excluded), please feel free to bring them...
plz book ur ticket ASAP, 31st of jan afternoon 1 something from KL=>Miri
bargain now..cheap cheap...MAS...not AirAsia truly SiaSia..
recently,very blur...keep gaming...haiz...
week 8 is coming....i want holiday plz...battery almost finish...

Sunday, August 30, 2009

"花"

,我离它越来越远了...几乎没时间躺在它身上
在不得已之下醒来,发现自己只"休息"了三小时...
走到校园,匆匆忙忙上完了两堂课...
就这样,我的早晨没了~
为什么我提到""呢...让我加以解释一下
像我这种human,就是骑着马看着""的...
看着一位女生,站在走廊边,用相机拍摄"花"的华丽,动向...
她害羞地把相机隐藏着,这营造着一种羞涩的气氛,使到匆忙的我不禁多看一眼,看她是怎么完成那尖酸的task
这说明了,当大家都在很忙碌的时候,如果一个人静下来,就会迎来很不一样的注意点
相反的,如果我是唯一静下来的,我就会观察到忙碌人的各个motion...
走着走着,就快到我的apartment了,脑里一直思考着个问题...
"为什么我的视窗会是在我这人体的眼睛看见呢?而它不是从另一个物体透视出的呢?"
铃铃响,我看着一位男士的钥匙圈,挂着一支nut-runner...
我想,他应该接下去20年,它都会一直跟随着主人吧...
""让我从新了解这"花花"的世界...奇怪~多变
我无从说起

Reincarnation needed

feeling down....
sleep late, no appetite, dont feel like talking to anyone...
what is wrong huh?
tomorrow is monday, but it seems like everyday is the same for me....
busy Busy and BUSY~
this week i'll have alot of assignment due, i'd not idea what did i do on whatever assignments except math..
haiz~
maybe this is what the "sohai" flat mate brings to me....i doubt it is~
after he came here, my style is changing...
unlike chemistry, the old man is like stationary atom in this freaking small apartment...
if i'm getting hot, i shall burn u in hell...
someone plz give me an aegis of immortal, i want to have Reincarnation =_=

just a stupid post...next time post a "classy" one

Sunday, August 23, 2009

fuck off!

this has to be storied from saturday night...
again, i'm working like always yet i asked some friends to overnight at apartment here...
during the 5 hours, i was working with a sohai partner, he kept on criticising me about what should i do~
Oh YEah, Com'ON... i'd been working for 9 months, i got heaps of experience more than the fuking stupid... i didnt talk to him for the past 5 hours until my friend came in to take over us..
even thought, he jadi lagi worst~ he asked my friend to ask me to do his task becos he fuking cant finish his thing at the washroom...
i said nothing and just did it because i got friends waiting me at home to Gao Yea...darn,wasting my golden time...
hence, we finished finally...he still fetch me back home luckily~ but i aint saying sorry to him, i did nothing wrong...
HOME:
we discussed discussed...ended up we dota, yeah that's what i want to do...
summarise all the dota part, it was just me and han playing well for the 3 games, both of them sohai dunno laughing what over there after we died in chaos..TaMaDe...
again, my night was ruined by them~ we should have won 3 of the games...
Morning:
SLEEPING ON SOFA...anyway, that the only time i take my rest...
Afternoon:
careena tan came our apartment to kacao2~ cos she wanted to makan what alvin cooked...
so, she played my pc and i was struggling whether to study or take a rest...ended up do nothing~
careena did ask me why i put someone picture on my pc, isnt me like the girl...
i said nothing and was swallowing my saliva... i never alter my mind, she is still my no.1
bah skip! jump to dinner
Evening:
dinner time, porridge -.- sien, i'm working and i just had porridge...nevermind i aint eating alot
then we went to take bus..careena back home and i went working...
8pm, erm....still nice i got alot of things done before 9pm(another guy coming in)
9.05pm, the guy hadnt came in, shit...i asked manager where is the guy...
he said he is calling the person, and the person will come around 10 pm...
i still steadily doing all my closing tasks, done quite alot of thing...just left out what my partner has to do his part in washroom
cos i cant have illusion to do the wash up while i'm making burger right? =X
bump, 11pm that cb hasnt came yet...shit mother fuker...Tom(the best manager) took over the previous manager, he told me that the guy wont come and he will ask my friend to come earlier to work..."do what u can do", he said to me...
i was speeding doing my things and now i got no energy left(becos i ate only porridge)
i walked like a zombie, shit hai~ i washed stuff in wash room and i rushed to line to make burger...
1st time in my life i felt so helpless, why cant i do all of those on my own...
11.50pm, my friend came in...zzZzZzZZzzzzz
he helped me to wash another grill, so i finished all the rest...
crashed the boxes~DONE but its already 2am...
Midnight:
i walked on Glen Osmond Road
NO ONE is around, its just like the scene in Left4Dead...hord is going to come, preparing pipe bomb =P
anyway, i aint scare.. that's all rubbish =D
i walked about 1 hours and there were no taxi around...
i reached east terrace and finally i found 1...luckily
and now i'm writing this blog to fuck them off...
hope she knows all these -.- haiz

Saturday, August 22, 2009

missing someone

Recently, when i go to work, my soul is not on my body...
one of my work partner asked me yesterday "are u missing someone?"...
i was shocked, feel deep inside my heart, am i missing someone?
i dont know the feeling how something is missing...
as in always, i never miss anything...even in my study, i can achieve what level i want to go(depends on my hardwork)
i was moody on appearance, but i kept telling myself i'm happy...
haiz, maybe it's time to back to msia to recharge, regain the kind of freedom that i have had before...
Jump to my study, this sem the workload is alot lighter. Anyway, i found myself abit too playful and hardcore in working at macD...every week i got around 20 hours of shifts...after coming back from working, i cant hardly get out my book and study...
now i am depend on what i have learnt in the lecture to go through, quite worry about how am i going to for exam end of this november...
the subjects for this sem are engineering mathematic, data structure&logarithms, signal&system and engineering electromagnetic
i put this on just to let those people who wants to study engineering so that they have a reference what kind of subjects need to be taken.
Last, saying about the weather in adelaide....
recently, the weather is abit weird..sometimes we have lovely warmmy and windy day...suddenly in the afternoon, it rains~
sometimes, we have a cold morning and make my back sticked on the bed xD
hope this continue until the day i finish my exam on november =)

Sunday, August 16, 2009

stocking lost

I washed my shirts in the laundry just now...
from washing machine to the dryer...
somehow, i did put everything into the dryer...
and then, after collecting the clothes and got back to room, i found 1 of my stocking is missing...
i found it for the pathway i had gone through just now...
i couldnt find...i was nervous....argh, i always lose my stocking instead of other stuffs...
i myself also dont know why...
BUT But...i found it back just now when i was tidying my bed!!!
OMFG, i was over-excited and come and post this blog...
buahahaha...
blur wee-chen for the day he did not need to work....poor~

Saturday, August 15, 2009

happy 18' sis nic ^^

post this lame video for you...
you know...especially for you... =)
enjoy it

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

romance~

my 1st failure MV...anyway, still post it on so that u guys can "enjoy" ^^

special dedicate for yeng ^^

Those anonymous reader for my blog,please dont flame this post yah

Thank you

Sunday, August 9, 2009

情境晴

从糟糕的心情,利用最高的心境,去把它瓦解,变成蔚蓝的晴天
这就是曰这几个星期来的心情写照...
遇见她,就像看透了白纸,看穿了白云,一切消失如烟~
现在的她,我当她只是位见面打招呼的朋友,没有半句话可言语,闲聊...
心境:is a level where i turned to be immortal...
i am supported by friends to go on this level....thanks all of them
晴天:为你翘课的那一天,花落的那一天,消失的那一天,我怎么看不见;消失的下雨天,我好想再淋一遍...你会等待还是离开~haha this is jay's lyric, but it suit the situation...
back to real life stuff...
i bought a guitar day ago...
i missed the day when i was learning guitar~
and today, went out with careena to buy liquor...
she tempt me to buy an expensive's one...peach vodka~freaking nice but 44 dollars....
anyway, enjoy this sunday, totally a different feeling from the past 2 days...
another thing is i'm still waiting for my ADSL so that i can online with my own computer...
to con con dear, i update jor....i thought of what to write actually, just lazy only....

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

the day approaches

day by day, it is getting closer...
have alot of thoughts toward it, but i dont feel like doing...
the feeling has gone...
the old's me is dead and gone
hope this can overcome every sadness i have got now...
anyway, another day approaches is my internet...
i can back to my gaming spree...
ANother good news is i'm going back msia on january...
com'on man, i dont want to stay here for my summer, it's freaking hot...hehe
so, lets hope everyday run smooth and colourful =P

Sunday, August 2, 2009

sorry it comes late

yesterday, 2nd of august...
was her birthday... i am here to say sorry because i didnt do anything, feel very paiseh =x
apart from that, me and alvin just sang a very nice birthday song for her...
haha....anyway, happy birthday careena...
i'm looking forward to the day u go clubbing...wonder how would the owner react when u keep bising right there =x
1st sorry, i couldnt join u for the dinner =( but i'd escorted u to china town dy, how good am i...
reason: working -.-
and sorry to say again, i didnt join u all go beach, reason: woke up late...
bah, dunno whether this blog is going to be happy's or sad's....haha
whatever~
oh ya careena, our present for u...hui ren had given me the task but i forget to buy it....haha
we'll put it back on for u =) or u want a big meal with us as ur present? kakaka

Monday, July 27, 2009

1st day of new sem

8am! as u all know, i never miss the chemistry lecture for fsp....
thanks to my housemate, Alvin...he was late again...
FYI, he slept about 8 hours, AND ENDED UP LATE...he told me he put wrong alarm...yea lame reason, i wont accept that...
anyway, i was still rushing to get ready to go to the class...
erm, just on time, i never miss again...but i felt my body was sticky, teeth wasnt well brushed....
yuacks!
nevermind, after that class, i went to another class of mine at horace lamb building...
as i remembered, i saw in timetable it was continuous class after the chem lecture, i sat inside the class and there was only 1 black hair student which is me...
i knew the lecturer, she was my last sem themo-physic lecturer, phew~ thank god....
i tot i was right, but when she distribute the introduction of the course to everybody, i noticed that the lecture was about classical-physic...i didnt enrol in that physic, why the heck am i at the hall...
DENG...PAISEH WEH...put down my head, walked out of the lecture theathe...
Then, i went back to have a nice shower and ate my breakfast,WoW nice...
another new start! i attended 2 of the lectures...i realised i seriously need to study for this sem already, since everything is new to me...but it's interesting =)
that's all for my 1st day...

Thursday, July 23, 2009

is being 10 years

在被逼的情况下,我必须用华语完成这篇文章
十年了,我跟“”已认识十年了...
从一位被受尊敬的老师,渐渐地变成朋友,再来成为“姐弟”关系...
今天,是她的生日...
如往常,我依然记得,那日期犹如深映在脑海,想忘也很难...
bah,在做完晚饭后,我就想打给她聊天,可以一边聊一边吃...
但没想到,一接通电话...我连我晚饭都搁下了
而我们虽然有段时间没联络了,但那种atmosphere依然存在着...
我很珍惜我们之间通话的时候,平常冷酷的我也开怀大笑了...
虽然都是些彼此讽刺的话,但我们都希望我们的未来更加进步,成功~
32岁的她,也急着想结婚了! 哈哈,也不早了,希望她亲爱的快点学成归来...
because i want to get more angpao =D
虽然最近的我很低落,但在谈话中,我有如听到她安慰/安抚我的心情...
她的一言一语,就像注入强行针,告诉我不需要为了一些绊脚石,停下脚步...
在寒冷的天气下,咖啡冷了,晚饭凉了,而那时我就把那通电话disconnected
短短的几分钟,让我焕然一新,这感觉很棒~
argh, take a long time to think what type of sentences to use...troublesome....
haha but i have written what i wanted to say...satisfy with it ?
last but not least, happy birthday to you again...this blog is specially for you...
and dont be worry, if i get back to msia, i will find you and u have to treat me food :P as u said, i'm too thin...haha
that's it for this blog... buhbye

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

ikea

bah...i went to ikea not to visit this time...
it was time to make my purchase for the things needed to be used in my new apartment...
after han's supp exam, we went there with bus...
drag han there because i need a hand to carry all the things i buy...
haha sorry about that, and thanks to han...
i bought alot of lovely things, as in before, i didnt think they are "lovely"...
haha a dustbin for the kitchen, a bin for my room, and some bumerang(hangers), bed sheet, bla bla....spent a hundred over -.- sien... need to work to earn back again...
this week still on holiday, but alot of things need to be settled asap....
uni offer,scooter,subscribing internet...
haha write this blog like my memo, make me to remember what else to do...
bah...tonight abit moody, its hard to decide whether should i pull or push...
hope i can still enjoy the rest of my holiday...

Sunday, July 19, 2009

last day of holiday

everyone is back to adelaide, as tomorrow is the 1st day of their new sem...
i'm still the same, doing nothing and keep slacking...
BECAUSE I'M STILL ON HOLIDAY!!!
whee woooooooooohoooooooooooo!!!
lalalala~
shame on u guys!!!
buahahaha
today is the last day for me staying at this homestay, i have been here approximately 16months
ouch~ what takes me so long to make this decision...
sweet and sour in this room, i gonna leave it here...As i passed my 3 sems inside the room~
moving to UV apartment, come and "yam cha" when u guys are free yeh!
you all are always welcome =)

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

FrozenThrone

I saw the stone in the bathroom, that was the memorial of the Frozenthrone...

hope the promise hold ^^

Monday, July 13, 2009

skating ^^

As usual, i woke up late again today...
sorry to careena and cky..they were waiting for me at china town, starving until they makan 1st
when i reached, dont feel like eating, still coughing...duh!
then makan only 2 bananas...
lepas tu, the funny part, thanks to careena, she not sure about what bus to take to the ice skating place...
she went to college to online just to check it -.- i allowed her to do so becos she suggested me to go Hudson's coffee...MY favourite!!
bla bla bla, then we on the bus going to bus stop 1...
here we go, we need to walk along a drive to go that place...
deng, passed henley beach, saw port adelaide sign also....
omg, it's getting scary until cky said maybe we will see perth as well...
haha, so we decided to ask, where is the place...went inside a flu clinic...ish, i kena flu..still go that place...
a lovely lady told us we are on the right way...
yo, careena shouted inside the clinic, it was like super loud, i didnt dare to look back, i doubt everyone is looking at her lor =x
*boom*
reached the place, we were super excited...dont mention about paying thingy la...
Anyway, it is $15.00 per person, with hiring boot, all together $17.50...
erm, we wasted quite alot of time on wearing the boot, felt weird why the tape cant fit in the gap...
still, boot on! gogogo! move on....
there are 2 sides of skating field...one for learner, one for Pros'
as u know la, girls, they like to choose more sentimental place, they choosed to go the darker and got some sparking star on top 1...
ROFL,3 of us couldnt even walk!! omfg, 1st time in my life, i felt i was stuck on ice, shit weh, cant move forward or backward...deng...
then we decided to learn 1st...
among 3 of us, cky the most pro lor...she knew how to skate already after 10 mins i think...
careena and me still hold a rack thingy to support body,as in physic we call it center of mass..
i started to stalk on other movement, as how they skate to move...
i learnt just like when i 1st learning dota...hehe, i'm a good learner...probably a "stalker" lah...
and yeah, we did take some picture to record down the process of skating...
Actually, we didnt fall on floor hard like others...cos we wanted to 守住 our 颜面...
siuuuuuu~ time travelled...4pm jor...
time to go already...and we also abit tired already, due to the friction between our skin and the boot, it hurts man...and that's it, our nice experience for skating =D
again, thanks to careena...
last but not least, today is 14th of july
is a babi named eugenie,her birthday!
here in my blog, i want to wish her happy 18's...
time travels fast, hope we all have a great moment together...

ps:con, blog jor...apa lagi u want...

Friday, July 10, 2009

deman

i'm sicked...
for few days already, coughing, feel dizzy...
but still, i go to work...

it was raining since morning 6am until i finished working...
caught in rain again, getting more sick...
come back home, saw jasmine online, kacau2 her abit...
then DOTA, my pc is fixed!! can dota dota already ^^

now we're in winter mood, everyone is like losing themselves...
to all friends, com'on...get a life...
dont emo emo...
school starting soon, must gambateh!
hope everyone coming back adelaide with fresh look!
i'll be here waiting u all

Thursday, July 9, 2009

镜花水月

镜花水月,
是虚实还是真实,
如要真实,就得证实,
要是虚实,无凭无据,
妙手空空。

伟诚之意,谁了解之~

just a random post, if u get it, then that's it..
if u dont, learn more chinese ^^

You're Beautiful

"you're beautiful,your beautiful is true...i saw ur face, in a crowded place, but i dont know what to do, cause i never be with you."

no doubt, a super lenglui!! but never get a chance to talk... T_T
eh eh, ppl has gone back la, what is on ur mind Chua Wee Chen...
*sob sob* waving...bye

Monday, July 6, 2009

3 days 2 nights

as the title, 3 days 2 nights away from homestay...
excited, nice yet tired...
after finishing my exam on saturday morning, me and hui ren went to china town to have a "BIG DELICIOUS" lunch....haha kinda tasty and full...
then, i planned to go his house actually, but the time didnt allow me...too bad...
erm, working...so i took the bus back to work and then went to victor house...
as that day was his "big" day, big is not as wedding kind of big, its just birthday....HAHA!
i went there and they finished celebrating with his homestay...
anywhere, i dont bother about that either, the purpose of going there is just having fun..
DOTA time, from 10pm we played until 7 in the morning...meanwhile, hui ren slept becos we kept on playing our dota, and left him out =x he did play for 2 matches btw....
we slept at 7 but careena called us on 10am to go zoo -.- what the heck, that was tiring...
erm, we took our brunch at a pancake shop, introduced by careena, kind of nice and warmy atmosphere...
then, suddenly cky said why dont we change the plan and go for shopping in marion...
fuh, that was lucky =x cos i dont feel like seeing animal with sleepy mode....hahaha
so we walked to bus stop...
dada!!! the funny part comes, they left their bottle in the pancake shop...omgosh, we headed back and took it again....blur blur blur cky and careena...but nvm lar, they are girls mah =x
zoob~ jump to marion shopping centre...
we splited to go around and shop...me,victor,hui ren and zulzie jalan sana jalan sini, nothing to buy...so, zulzie suggested we go woolworth to buy the bbq stuff...
cky and careena were having fun buying stuff...as u know lar, girls like that =x some guys do like also, but not for gamer...i repeat, not for gamer!!! ehehe
we bought quite lot of stuffs for bbq, the pro chef in adelaide, zulzie planned everything perfectly... so, i told them i gonna help them to carry the stuffs back to lodge lor...becos there were insufficient workers xD
mana tau, we met eugenie inside the bus wor...with her cousins too...
jump to lodge part -
me and careena were hungry, we kept on asking when can we eat =x
haha, they still had energy to do the bbq stuff, ie. cutting the vege, cuci the vege...i was there holding my stomach, very hungry la!!! i should've asked my sis got thing to eat or not =x
lepas tu, zulzie started cooking...omg, ikan bilis with egg in rice...i helped him to do the stuff, becos i want to eat asap =x
that was nice, but then it couldnt fill my stomach..ala whatever, i dont care so much about my body, that why i'm thin...
waduh, come to the boring part, in lodge, i couldnt find anything to do man!! holding the guitar, walk here and there...went to sis room, but she was busy, so we ciao to cky room...holyshit, as u know girl's computer, 1 rpg game also dont have...ended up zul "zzz" on cky's bed...
11pm,woo...we pergi watch tennis tournament...wahai, 1st time in aust i can watch a match of sport tournament, i MISS EPL man...when can i have chance to sit at the mamak stall, order a glass of tehO ice limau,wearing a short and sit with my leg on the chair(lepak), talking non-sense with friends =x
but -.- i was too tired, i slept on the sofa...it was too comfortable hhaha...
zulzie called me to go back to sleep dy and i dunno what time was it...
we went back his room, and i slept on floor...haha is been a year i didnt sleep on floor already, i like it so much, i slept straight away tho it was cold on my footpath...

next morning..7am i woke up to turn off the light...zulzie scared of sleeping without a light open? omg still a child meh!!! hahaa j/king
he woke up at 9am, by that time, i woke up also...cos i dont like ppl tengok i sleeping =x
tik tak tik tak, we faster prepare our food that need to be brought to the park for bbq...
went to cky room, ajak her to go park...
checking everything...broommmm...we go by bus...on the bus with eugenie's group again...
Gam Ngam geh - -
we settled everything there and started cooking...we told them to come 1 hour late becos we gonna prepare 1st...eheh what a plan by our master chef...
erm, not going to write anymore...tired dy....the following story is linked to nicole's blog...www.pinkobsess.blogspot.com

i'm on holiday now...more to update yeh...^^

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

tired!

3 days to go...!!
mood swing...
help me please...
need to refresh my mind with
DOTA
com'on...

ps: my blog can be colourful as well.../flex

Thursday, June 25, 2009

not the right time to say goodbye

ming khai, a "guy" from kedah...
i remembered when i first met him, wow a tough guy, with yeng spec...
alvin introduced him to me and victor...
hehe, as we know for longer period, i found out he is a blur guy...
few times, i saw him embarrasing himself of forgetting/left out something behind "the scene"...
ie. the phone is on a table ringing while he was away to get his food...
swt, if he is in KL, i think he would have bought alot of new handsets already...
as he did something embarras, he would just laugh out loud in the crowd, i dont know why also, but the senario is funny...
other than that, he is just a nice guy, clever with innocent look? nah, no one is innocent...haha
plus, he likes to swim...but we just had few chances to go pool to have spa instead of swimming...
next time will only be me and hui ren going jor, no more gossip to listen already *sob sob*


As yesterday, he went back to msia at 3pm...
its not the right time to say goodbye man -.-
fsp physic students were having their physic exam and i was having my physic paper too....
however, we asked a representator, Hui Ren to go to airport to "send" him...
lol, if i am there, i would sing "qian li zhi wai" i guess.... ps: my best song ever
erm...as we cant make ourselves there, alvin dengan me and hui ren went to buy some chocs as a gift lah, to say sorry that we cant go =D
this post is specially for Ming Khai, as he had beautified our life in adelaide...
thank you so much and hope u enjoy ur life in msia =)
ur footstep ends at adelaide airport, but u're always in our heart*tsk tsk*...
rox and roll~ bon voyage

Monday, June 15, 2009

Recognition

"hi sir, what do u after today?"
"a big mac please, with coke and medium size, thank you"
"$6.95 sir, hold on at the side and it will be ready soon"
*2 mins*
"here u go sir, have a nice day"
"thanks, cya"
Appreciation of aussie towards the food they take...
how about the view of our asian people?
*having conversation with friends after having lunch at fastfood francisee*
"walao eh, tadi i go macd eat a meal, like shit ler, the big mac like "small mac" only, somemore charged me $6.95 for this kind of shitty food...what the heck those local people take this kind of food la"
yea right, the food u take is much more valuable and healthy at any asian food court...

i'm working in maccas for about 8 months, how precious and how important is my role in the kitchen to cook something for the customer to enjoy or to fill up the stomach...
i remembered when i first come to adelaide, i was freaking stingy to spend money on my food because my parents only give me limited $$ to spend for homestay... and every Friday(gotta grab my own food), i will stay by maccas which i'm working now...take a big mac meal, chewing the burger bit by bit...The thing is i felt impressed i could eat something to get over my friday night...
in contrast, i never see any of others having this appreciation towards it... maybe i'd been working in maccas and they think it is something that they can step on...

back to my life, haha... just my 2 cents la the thing i wrote above...dont flame xD
Perception of doing that i have is increased, yet my constitution lousy pula :X
walking on street, i observed alot of thing, thing that i never realised before...
i saw a girl crying seeking for mummy, a begger wearing short because doesnt have $$ to buy better clothing... this comes to my mind : maybe i'm the one they are observing too, what they thought of me then? what is it? could u tell me?

losing myself...

Saturday, June 13, 2009

do-nothing day

morning- wasted almost 90% sleeping already...woke up at 11 mah -.-

afternoon- reached city at 1pm, go cut hair with "dumbo" HR? is that his nickname(asking eu)...
looks cool yet like sorlou as well...haha whatever...as long as it is not blocking my sight of seeing formula... ^^
then go makan with bunch of ppl...haiz dont mention about the thing there, abit dissapointed...
rundle mall terus after we makan...me and HR dont feel like shopping...in the end, careena the smart kid followed us to go yamcha! yo, my favourite gloria...cream brulee again, but this time i treat they all T_T pok gai already...Eh wait wait wait,before that, we took a picture at the mirror outside a shop(careena's plan), 1st time in my life i do this, shame on me(last time laughed at ppl doing this and posted picture on FS/Faceb/etc)
Bah! who cares... as long as we are happy la! hehe

evening - dark dy the sky, but we still go to the bridge behind of uni...we sing some stupid songs...just to waste the time of waiting bus...haha 4 toot-ies swinging the bridge, dunno when will the oscillation meet the frequency as the wind blow....haha fun thing may happen, LONDON BRIDGE IS FALLING DOWN! hehe dont blur with this part, this is high level of physic =D

back to "home", dinner on the table, shit food again...doesnt matter, get used to it already...
took abit of rest, pergilah kerja -.-
tired and moody after coming back from work...my partner was emo as well... what a night!!!
back to "home" again, and the time is when i'm writing this crap stuffs....
homestay awake suddenly and come to tell me "its half past 3 now"...
argh! who cares! old lady! shoosh ur fucking ass off ur bed, i'm kinda angry already, u come and add oil lagi... later i burn off ur house only u know..
nothing to write already, this is my do-nothing day...enjoy! =X

Friday, June 12, 2009

Just another random pick

macD day again... after dining at china town
back to "home" in adelaide to catch some sleep...
tired,sicked + sad...all together it has becomed doom
nevermind, carry on....
8.30pm, woke up from alvin bed...dreamt of something that related of unreplied msg...
anyway, gotta rush to work...
as always, i'm always the happy nut and singer there...sing while doing burgers....
mmm...when can i be a great singer like jay giving performance =D
Suddenly, my manager off the screen for the order again!!
what a disaster!!! deng!!! "stupid marcus!! what have u done" i shouted...
he ignored me and rushed to the drive-thru section, says "tell the customer that we have a technique difficulty and we cant take the orders"
OMG! that was cool! 1st time in my entire career, manager shut down the whole shop!
mmm, tick tak tick tak, 3 am already,clocking out the beeep beeep machine, my entire body was dehydrated..
cycled back with tired body...suddenly saw 3 ladies walk-by... i didnt bother....keep on cycling...*wanted to see whether i have a text replied or not*
they shouted at me "hi guy! where had u been" "good morning" by another girl beside...
omg, i terkejut...but to give polite response, i greeted them back with hi too...and say i gtg already....mmm, this is like 2nd times already i was randomly shouted by girls(smth like flirting)
happy or sad ler?
tomorrow need to do some studies with hui ren and mk, so gotta rest dy...

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mmmm
sing 1 part of the song la...as a lullaby for the night
"so darling...plz plz plea-se~ dont treat me like a fool~wuwu~"

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

5pm!!!

5pm is coming...got a test...my stomach still abit problem...
how!!!....
moody...
dont think i can do well >_<
feel dizzy now
arghhhhh
yiiiiiiiiiiii
ohhhhhhhh
just a random post...

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

sorry

moody night...cramped with alot of things inside my head...
pull 1 string that attach to every single cross, pull it or hold on the position?
1st of all, sorry to alvin who was studying in my room, i know he is having hard time for his physic and seek for my help... i didnt work tonight which may be the best for him to ask question... but ended up he got fed up with what i have taught him...
i couldnt focus on a question, when i was studying for my subject, the shade was following on my back, just like "a snake alike a bow on the wall" which brings me nightmare...
my stomach isnt functioning well again, alot of gases inside which is not ideal gas, pV = nRT cant be applied due to existance of non ideal gas...haih physic again...
emo again for the whole day, maybe few people have realised that...
mmm, maybe i'm over-reacted, maybe i badly need game to cure this, or maybe it is just a mistake...
yeah, test coming, i blame no ones... i gotta burn everything off to light my midnight oil....torch needed...
whispering: when can i go back msia, to have some nice foods, gathering with family, out of radar from "friends", and get some gaming life back...

Friday, June 5, 2009

long night

having thought of something weird...
something pop out deep inside my heart...
it isnt the length of 2 points by physic theorem...
distance is just space between 2 particles...
As i'm doing my math assignment with taylor series and partial derivatives,
my mind is not on the numerical answer that i have obtained,
for taylor series, its simply means as i keep thinking of something, how fast will it reach 0 and the function converges =.=
for partial derivatives, to find the steepest slope of the function, it is the direction u looking towards. Similarly, it means i'll be getting worst and worst if i am concerning about something that is important...
omg, how could i relate math with my life...that's amazing...
btw, for those who doesnt like math, dont bother about this post
it's just random post in the middle of the night

p/s:pc is spoiled, nothing to do, so write something stupid.

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

weakness

After reading her blog, i suddenly felt that i'm homesick...
a physic book in front of me, it turned out to be a blank paper, which i have no idea what is the contents, formulae make no sense in my head now...
that's why i'm here to write something, to tell something, to say something to express the sadness.
how long have i been here...more than everyone who are studying foundation, they are homesick? how funny is that!
anyway, life...no matter how we will leave our parents, its matter of time...
we gotta appreciate the moment we get together, more than everything.....

midnight blog always sad, i end it here =(
good night everyone

Thursday, April 30, 2009

Precious moment

finally, this is my 1st written blog published to the public? @_@ how precious it is....
haha a little bit of my everything in adelaide....
hope u enjoy it =)

1st of all, boring + sien ...tests coming....
preparing...