Friday, October 30, 2009

restless mind

recently jay released a new single with a new female singer..
its called 画沙~
it says about how they miss each others...
with the sand they could draw an image about their partner...
what they promised each others they wont forget...
this is the chorus::
"用手中的流沙画一个你呀 曾说过的永远我们一定不会擦我的青春开始在喧哗 因为大声说爱你而沙哑用手中流沙轻描著你的脸颊 也答应说好的未来绝不会重画许过的承诺我就不会再去拿 因为我爱你呀"
the song contains of few music instruments...
anyway, what i want to say is jay is talented...lmao
back to my topic...
the story began when i was in bradford computer room playing dota...
i saw her coming out from lift...
running thru the corridor rushing to the common room...
everything cant stop me from seeing my dota screen...
but her back seems like attracted me to move my eyes from the screen...
michelle was sitting 2 seats away beside...she thought i was seeing her, and she gave me a weird look @_@
my mind started to swing...i kept thinking why is it turned to be like this...
fingers on 'w s a d'(gaming position) yet my sight is just blank...
looking at the greeny forest inside dota...
and i thought that i am a child that leaded by someone and left out half way~
"which way should i take to go back?"
a voice calling me "wee chen" and i was awaken...
michelle asked me to look after her pc while she needed to be away to get something
after that, han came over...and we went to have lunch~
here, need to apologize to michelle that i didnt realise that i leave without waiting her back for her pc...
yesterday
last day of uni...
went to math lecture to get an important tips for the exam...quite useful tips =)
and here it is, HOLIDAY!
sounds awful but it is holiday, just we need to do our final in 2 weeks time =(
after lecture, i nba at common room while doing my practical report...
mich andwent to dota again with chiew...won 2 rounds because i was too imba...
get all creeps without any heroes disturbing(using earthshaker)
han again, came and we went for lunch..
after that, i back to college to watch pp were there kacauing me~
4.00pm they wanted to go parliment house to have a farewell with gourvenor of adelaide?
NO, THEY WERENT...THEIR PURPOSE WAS TO EAT...
gosh, whole bunch of pigs...
i helped them to bring their things to sophia's room where eugenie was sleeping there HUH?
again, another pig...
i back to my apartment and i fainted on my bed...too tired -.-
then we went for dinner at china town..met with mich pp they all again in the tram...
some conflicts happened after we makan, i didnt even bother cos i wanna rush to work...
back to apartment, i set up my gaming pc back for victor to play dota..
then, i get ready to work...
on scooter, i thought why is everyone has their own time for weekend...
and i gotta spend time doing shift at macdonald making burgers for people...
one thing never being left out::
"what is she doing on weekend?"
i know it's a simple question, but what is the answer? can somebody tell me?
*a loud braking sound*
it was from my scooter...
red light at the front, i didnt look at it...
a car passing across the road!
i did an emergency brake!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
everyone is looking at me
my heart was poping out! i could hear the heart beating...
i nearly cried out when i reached macd restaurant, that was dangerous...
and THAT'S MY LIFE
omg, i couldnt believe this...what is wrong with me...
give me a way
please end the game quickly, i suffer enough

Saturday, October 24, 2009

had a chat

back from work...tired,desparate,dizzy...
everyone is off to bed...
just a look for my facebook, see what they all doing for the night...
nothing is up...just alex's birthday pictures...
from the photos, i can see that they had alot of fun...
happy belated to alex here...sorry about the delay...
really boh time~
click click and click...see who is on facebook...
i saw nicole choy...
hey, i didnt chat with her for ages...
just tried to pm her thru facebook chatroom...
SHE replied...how on earth could this happen...
my view was just focusing on the small chatroom, everything beside was blur...
i cant see anything and i just kept looking what she gonna reply...
i tried to be patience on waiting but i couldnt, i kept on telling her how i had been these days, and i wanted to know how is she nowadays...
dawn doesnt stay long...
she just said she gtg and off the facebook...
what i typed after that is sending to the offline msg..
there were just like 30 secs of chating...but it seems to be the most golden period of my day..
i know this seems to be ridiculous...and its like everyone is making fun of me that i'm not the one..
everything gonna be alright, i heard this sentence for billion of times...
hence, i need to take it as my motto now...
whether it does help or not, it is still a question

Friday, October 16, 2009

遗憾

爱,也许有期限;
但回忆没有终点。
笑,开始的一页;
别让泪写完结篇。

loving her

想念她,
每当我想念她时,我就假装她在我身边
“你是我的唯一, 我相思的对象;
即使放弃一切,只要有你就可以;
即使痛苦也要爱你;
你是否明白我的爱?”
is this about fate? which i dont understand what is it =.=
tell me now, what should i have to do?
although she doesnt know, i'm still strengthening my valiant to love her...
its sounds kinda stupid but just like this quote about...
no matter how pain is it, i'm still loving her...
unstoppable~~
for all readers:plz dont flame, i'm emo now

Thursday, October 8, 2009

sob sobx

agashi aka hyena, saranghei~
this term was like shooting a bazuka into my stomach...
i just back from working and Hanz told me that the latest episode has came out...
so, i go stream it and watch...
i'm totally into this drama...i didnt even go toilet to pee 1st =(
today, abit moody jor...lagi, this drama ends with sad scene which they left each others...
walao... i cant wait to watch the ending for the next episode already...
please dont dissapoint me...

ps: all the best in your ielts =)

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

respect ur senior plz

show some respect to me plz...
holy shit, pissed me of for the night...
anyway, thanks to Yoon Eun Hye that stopped me to wave my punch onto his face...

Monday, October 5, 2009